ugh I need to get my shit together

My last post was a bit ago. Let's see what's changed...uhh nothing. Nope still have yet to tell my parents. When I say parents I obviously mean my mom and dad as well as my new step dad (2nd one haha) but he's amazing and we all love him and my step mom as well (she's interesting to say the least). But the most important person is my mom. She came to visit this weekend with my sister and step dad. We all had an amazing time but the whole gay thing was kind of the elephant in the room. They have no idea but my friends up here all know as well as my best friends who are semi-scattered around the state at different universities. Oh and not to mention the girl I'm seeing...she's my roommate. Yes ladies and gentlemen...this is my life. Welcome. Please stay a while. So basically the cat needs to be let out of the bag. And soon. All its doing is stressing me out (because I'm very close to my mom and I feel like I'm living two different lives) and its hurting my girlfriend. Even though she is very supportive and lets me know that I can totally take my time and tell my parents at my discretion I feel it still stings a bit to see the woman you care about having to hide your valentine's day present. Shitty I know...so I just have to bite the bullet. But I don't know how to go about it. Maybe a letter? Its just I feel I can get my feelings out better on paper. Even though it doesn't necessarily need to be a long, drawn out issue. There really isn't much to discuss. Its kinda like this is the way I am and if you don't like it then that's pretty much it isn't it? I know I know its not going to be that simple. Just let me live in this delusion for the time being. Its the only way I can deal right now. Alright I'll keep you guys updated! Peace out cub scouts!

annnd I'm back!

Hello cyberspace! I am back again. I'm going to actually make an effort to blog more...it's not that I don't have anything to blog about...trust me I have tons. I just have to find time is all. So let's see what has happened since our last chat...nothing to exciting I don't think. Work is pretty shitty per usual. Trying to figure out my life...I haven't come up with much so if anyone has any ideas just toss 'em my way. I'm currently sitting on my balcony in the 80 degree weather of sunny South Florida. Ahhh a Floridian February...doesn't get much better than this. Add a little mix of music on 8 tracks featuring The Kooks, Foster the People Modest Mouse, MGMT, and Tegan and Sara and its pretty much bliss. Hmmm...let's see what else. Oh! Wiz Khalifa is coming to perform at my university in April so I'm pretty psyched for that. Uhh...turned 22 this January...not really an exciting age but a definite excuse to go out and get extremely inebriated not that I need a reasonable excuse anyway. Alsooo I've had a new lady in my life for a couple months. Getting kind of serious now...so we all know what that means. Time to tell my parents...haha ahh that should be interesting. I don't think they'll react negatively but it's nerve-wracking nonetheless. But I will definitely keep you guys updated as to how that goes! Alright that's all for now. Peace out cubscouts!