This is my life...

Oh man do I have some things to share with you guys. So here it goes. Thursday during the day I had work and blah blah blah and after work while I was talking to some friends we decided we were going to go out. It was the first week of school and we all wanted to go out to this bar right by my school. It was newly reopened and they happen to have an incredible ten dollar all you can drink deal. Which is a challenge I accepted. So we're planning on going there and I come to find out my ex-boyfriend ( to clear up any confusion I am gay and out but this was the one and only guy I ever dated ) so anyway we found out he was going to be there too. Which is incredibly awkward simply because he hasn't spoken to me since I ended things with him, which was over a year ago, and we run in similar circles of friends. Moving on...obviously that wasn't going to stop me from going out so we're at the bar and the liquor is flowinnn. Next thing I know this kid, who I thought despised me, is hugging me and telling me he's so sorry for being an asshole and making things so awkward. You can only imagine my shock! So I'm thinking okay well now we can at least be civil and things won't be awkward. Well it was fine until he decided it would be a good idea for him to tell me, and I quote "despite everything that's happened between us I still think you're the most beautiful girl in the world" ugh I can almost hear the collective "awwww" that I'm sure has came out of a few of your mouths. Well I agree and can say that it was a very sweet thing to say but...not anything I wanted to hear out of his mouth. Would I like to hear that out of the woman that I love mouth...yes. His? Not so much. It just threw me for a loop and especially while you're drinking..not a good situation to be in. So that was weird. And on Friday I go out to another bar and see him yet again although we were more "buddies" on Friday night which was good. And on saturday I go to a friends hurricane party and he is there yet again. This is my life. If you could make some sense of it please go right ahead. Well that's all I have for you guys today. Peace out.

hopeful....

Hey all its been a while! Well school has resumed and with that comes work as well. I work at the jamba juice on my university's campus. I'm not going to lie, I have kind of missed working. Sometimes its a pain but for the most part I work with an awesome group of girls and I really missed them. Also I think I've decided to change my major. I know I know....yet again. But I never officially changed it to resort and hospitality management. So my new major is....(drum roll please ) sociology with a minor in gender studies. Yay for gay friendly majors! So that's that. Also exciting! One of my best friends is going to London for an internship in a couple of days and I fully intend to visit her while she's there so that will be really fun! The week is almost over thankfully. So life is pretty good so far. Two of my best friends came back to school after being in Spain for 8 months! I'm so happy to have them back. Also I think I decided this morning I give up on dating. Too risky. Too complicated. No thanks. All I need are my family, best friends, my cat and my passport. Anyways...gotta go. Time to clock in. Meh...I'd rather be at the beach. But let's be positive! Alright. Peace out!